Yep I’m procrastinating again! As I sit here reading blog after blog and forum after forum before I know it my days are gone. I should really get out there and just shoot. I mean it is finally sunny this week for the first time in years. Okay maybe not years but it sure seems like it sometimes. Today I feel full of doubt. Doubt that my dreams and goals will ever come true. Doubt that I can ever be as successful as the other guys. I know I’m a girl but you know what I mean! Why am I not world famous yet, I’ve been shooting for 6 months now?! When you want something so badly this is exactly how it feels, like you’ve been waiting and trying forever! Today I feel like I’m hitting a wall and just want someone to come take me by the hand and tell me everything I need to do to make this work. I keep staring out the window and no one is coming but I do see the beautiful sunshine so I guess for today, I’ll just go out and shoot.